User blog comment:ChaosWyvern-i/Why Chaos Isn't Around and Why Things Will Remain that Way/@comment-24095719-20160725174739/@comment-24095719-20160726023510

My response just now was not about any of those three things. You made no effort in the last few months to explain your position or even rely that there was an issue. One could argue that one should take initative, except I was not aware of any issue or problem. I was only made aware of this previously unnoticed strife when you made the post. I just figured we moved on from these things like we did before, evidently I was wrong.

You're basing all of this rethoric based on how I was acting before, rather than my message now. Now I just want to talk it over with you, because you're clearly upset.

Yes, some of the things I said were uncalled for and arrogant in my case. You need to understand that I had legitamate fears that something was not well with you. You don't know how many people on the internet I've talked to who were suicidal, on the brink. It's terrifying and when I don't even know half the time how you feel because of how hard you are to read, plus hearing the missing of meals, I worried that one day you'd vanish off the face of this earth and we would be left in the dark, horribly unaware of your passing or otherwise.

There were times in recent memory we've been concerned for both you and Kam, due to the extreme silence and literal no signs from either of you.

Perhaps those were irrational fears Chaos, but they were still fears. I acted poorly based on those fears and I'm sorry.

You could have just told me how it was months ago, I would have understood.